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[25 Mar 2004|11:45pm]
[ mood | touched ]

Title: Endless Sorrow
Fandom: Linkin Park
Author: Ray
Pairing: Chester/Mike
Genre: Angst
Rating: NC-17
Status of fanfiction: 19 chapters - Incomplete
Number of words: 80.286 so far
Summary: No one seems to hear him. No one listens. He could hear everyone's whisper's, but no one can hear him screaming. He just needs someone, someone to understand him, someone to listen... someone to help him move on.

Quote: "He pulled away, looking at me still. “The water calms only three times a month, revealing the secrets of the cliffs. When the wind refuses to howl, when the waters hold back their wails, only then will they show you their secret.” He said to me quietly, his hand stroking my cheeks. “No one ever knew about this except for me. No one could bother me, if only for those days, it was enough for me to soothe my mind.” He said, kissing me before continuing. “Now I bring you here, this sanctuary that was kept only for me for all these years, in my hopes that it would also soothe you.” He said, kissing me lightly again.

I closed my eyes, feeling a silent tear descend my cheeks.

"If you can’t find me anywhere, if all hope is lost to you..." He said trailing off as he brushed away the tear. I opened my eyes and looked at him, "...Remember that I’ll always be here, I’ll be here and waiting for you."

Rating: 10/10

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[17 Mar 2004|09:14am]
[ mood | blah ]

Title: Blood of The Dragon
Fandom: Linkin Park
Author: fyrmaiden
Genre: Angst/AU
Rating: R
Status of fanfiction: Completed, 20 chapters.
Summary: He has committed only one crime; he fell in love with another man. Now all he wants is his freedom, but all he has is chains...

Quote: Mike strips me of my robe as he lays me gently in his bed and it is him that curls against me. His kisses whisper across my skin as he draws me to him.

“I love you,” I tell him softly and he suppresses another sob. My fingers run across the brand on his hip as I press myself to him, snuggling against the warmth of his chest as finally the sun sets. The last thing I know is love and the depth of human emotion…

And it is warm… The tree feels rough against my spine and my phoenix is smiling as he always used to…

I am free…

Rating: 11/10.

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[12 Mar 2004|10:00pm]

Title: Sinful Desires
Author: walking_paradox
Fandom: Linkin Park
Pairing: Chester/Mike
Rating: NC-17
Status: 1/?
Summary: You feel it running through your veins, burning in your soul, until everything around you, every rule, every thought, every feeling is turned into ashes. It’s a love that will lead to your self-destruction. Are you ready to risk it all for something as deadly, as enticing as fire?

Quote: “I know what you think, I know what you feel,” a voice whispers next to my bed. I sit up suddenly, icy sweat covering me from the nightmare that had been making tears fall from my eyes for the past few minutes. I look up and see him sitting casually at the end of my bed, looking at me with that always-present smile of his. I run a hand over my face and through my black hair, before making eye contact with him again.
“You don’t know shit,” I say, getting up from the bed, the cold night air hitting my naked chest like a sledge hammer, and for a moment I feel the need to get back to the warmth that is my bed. But then I remember he’s there.
“Yes I do,” he says again, this time louder. “I know how it feels to have sweaty hands, to have your heart quicken just at the mention of a name or at a mere eye contact,” I hear the bed rustling behind me, and his arms soon snake around my abdomen, the skin on skin contact sending chills down my spine. “I know that suddenly, some body parts you never knew functional react every time they think of me,” his lips move against my left ear, before moving down to kiss my neck. I close my eyes letting a soft moan escape my lips. “I’ve awaken feeling in your body that you never knew existed. I’ve made you understand how it’s like to have a figure haunting your dreams, your nightmares. I’ve become the one thing that made you feel what the word ‘sex’ means,” I feel him smile against my skin.

Rating: Fucking 10.
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Yes, it's me again... ;) [10 Mar 2004|11:52pm]
[ mood | busy ]

Title: Obsession
Fandom: Linkin Park
Author: hybridgurl or drainmytears
Pairing: Mike/Chester
Genre: Drama
Rating: NC-17
Status of fanfiction: 3 chapters - Complete
Number of words: 47.594
Summary: Mike develops an unhealthy obsession...

Quote: "Last night Chester and I made love in my bed. When I opened my eyes he was gone as always, but when I went to the bathroom there was a note on the mirror, “Move in”. I don’t know why it was in my own handwriting, but that doesn’t matter, all that matters is he wants me to move in so we can be that happy family we’re supposed to be.

Just him, Draven and me. "

Rating: 10/10

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[22 Feb 2004|06:01pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Title: Safe Haven
Fandom: Linkin Park
Author: Skeksi
Pairing: Mike/Chester
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Status of fanfiction: 7 chapters - Incomplete
Number of words: 13.552
Summary: Sometimes when you're falling apart, you want someone to help you put yourself back together.

Quote: "He blinked, momentarily disoriented. Stared at his reflection: pale skin turned gray from the network of blue veins apparent beneath it. He could see his circulatory system. He was transparent. Hollow eyes, permanent frown...

Rating: 10/10

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[15 Feb 2004|08:59pm]
[ mood | waiting ]

Title: Empty Spaces
Fandom: Linkin Park
Author: sarahrenee
Pairing: Chester/Mike
Genre: Drama
Rating: NC-17
Status of fanfiction: 12 Chapters - Incomplete
Number of words: 21.062 so far
Summary: Chester's been murdering random people for years. He meets Mike and kidnaps him. They journey through California and Nevada; through motels, gas stations, the lonely interstate and other victims.

Quote: They sat in silence for moments, then Chester grabbed the hand that was attached to his by cuffs and caressed Mike's long fingers. Mike didn't pull away. There was no point. And for some odd, sick reason, he didn't want to pull away. They sat like that for minutes, until Chester reached over to Mike, put his hand behind his neck and kissed his battered lips. Mike wanted to cry, but he also wanted to let it happen. He opened his mouth and let Chester's tongue explore. Explore his tongue and the wound on his lip. He found himself sucking back at Chester's lips, rubbing his tongue back against his. Chester was the first to pull away.

"Sorry," Chester said once again.

Mike shook his head and stared out of the window on his side of the car…

Rating: 10/10 (of course)

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[04 Feb 2004|05:08pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Title: The Healing Touch
Fandom: Linkin Park
Author: Death_By_Yaoi
Pairing: Mike/Chester
Genre: Love & Romance
Rating: PG
Status of fanfiction: 4 chapters - Complete
Number of words: 10.972
Summary: Mike is in the hospital because of a car accident. Chester comes to visit him. They make a few discoveries.

Quote: "Soft and smooth and sweet as honey, if honey could make a person’s head spin, and for a moment, Mike seriously considered pulling Chester down into the tiny hospital bed with him, consequences be damned. He probably would have acted on that impulse too, but his common sense (what little he possessed, anyway) came to the fore and ordered him to lie back down before he completely humiliated himself. Reluctantly, the rest of him conceded that that was probably the best course of action at the moment, and he obeyed."

Rating: 10/10

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[29 Jan 2004|10:48pm]

[ mood | distressed ]

Title: Where the Bedbugs Bite
Fandom: Linkin Park
Author: CM
Pairing: Chester/Brad
Genre: Drama
Rating: R
Status: Completed
Number of words: around 4.000
Summary: In which there are pretty boys, scary apartments, and windows.


"Someone told you once amphetamines used to be legal, back in the forties when they first came out. Available over the counter for everything from obesity to depression.

Shame, that someone used to say. Wish I’d lived back then.

You’re pretty sure he’s dead. OD’ed.

Rating: 9.5/10

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[02 Jan 2004|10:05pm]
[ mood | jealous ]

Title: Bourbon and Tears
Fandom: Linkin Park
Author: fyrmaiden
Pairing: implied M/C
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Status of fanfiction: Standalone
Number of words: 1.235
Summary: When everything goes so completely wrong, all you have left is what you once left behind... The only company you keep is your own, and your pain is the only solace you have...

Quote: "He sinks slowly to his knees, catching himself with his hands to prevent himself from tumbling forward. He whispers his feelings to the empty rows. He purges himself of every bottled emotion, everything that he wants to say now, whilst nobody can hear..."

Rating: 10/10

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It Makes it OK [30 Dec 2003|10:07pm]

[ mood | thankful ]

Title: It Makes it OK

Fandom: Good Charlotte

Author: endless_crazy

Genre: Romance? Drama?

Rating: NC-17

Status: Standalone

Number of words: 1,243

Your hands, your body. How you glided on me and it was so smooth. It could never be that smooth without it, it could never be that clean without it.

Your head rolls towards me, your entire body staying still except the movement of your neck. Your eyes continue rolling to the side even after your head has found its spot, locked in my direction and I see that the whites of your eyes are following the cue of your skin - yellow. And your voice rolls. It fucking rolls. For a second I'm scared, but then I remember you're like my mirror - and that scares me worse.

Suddenly, I really wish I knew how many days it has been since I have seen the light of day minus the glass and blinds of a window. I really wish I would remember how many days it has been since I have left these rooms. And then you talk, and it doesn't matter as much. Because I know that no matter what, pretty soon I will forget.

"Not even a dollar?"

"No money, but always a dollar."

Mount Rushmore.

He cut down a cherry tree.

He had wooden teeth.

But no memory of the last time I exited this room, this house, of the last time I actually took a breath and it counted as breathing.

Rating: 9/10 ["Gentle" grammar errors. A unique piece of fanfiction, for sure. A good read whether GC is your fandom or not.]

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